i miss you.

Well, the newness of school has defiantely worn off. The first couple of weeks was very refreshing with one less child in the house demanding things of me. It has been at times , heaven actually. Like when Breanna and Lucas are sleeping and I can actually sit down for five minutes and read a magazine. Now I find myself looking around the house and seeing Trevor's things when he is not there. The feeling of leaving him everyday when he gets on that bus is still strange. I love how he waves goodbye and says, I love you...see you at 3:30." I'll never forget how his little Kindergarten face lookes as long as I live. I know that Trevor is part of a world now, that I'm not in. It's hard to get used to, yet every afternoon Trevor gets off that bus, hardly damaged by the length of the day away from me. And there he is...same as always!