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Not a good week. Sometimes....Motherhood feels like you are in the middle of a war, just hoping for pure survival of the day, sometimes taking things minute by minute. Today, we almost had to put Lucas in the hospital. He was still sick a few times because his digestive system is not working properly (the virus is long gone). BUT, after I called the doctor and was waiting for a call back, he did go pee finally. He may be turning the corner, but it is VERY slow going. He still is not eating or drinking much. He will nurse however, so I think just that little bit of a baby's perfectly digestable food might have saved him from the hospital. Honestly, this has been almost as stressful as Bre's heart surgery. Atleast with that, we knew that it would be over in a finite amount of time and knew what to expect. this, well has been horrible. God, please help my baby, I just want to see him running and playing (and EATING) again.